##Tarot divination prediction ###balance of spirituality"NO-CHE-I DON'T WANT...

##Tarot divination prediction ###balance of spirituality
"NO-CHE-I DON'T WANT TO ..." WHERE TO GET THE FORCE TO LIFE?

Sometimes we wake up in the morning and a few hours later feel sleepy again. Or a long time nothing in life you don't want to, although you understand that something needs to be done. And still lost the point of all that you do, and life itself. It's time to sound the alarm!

Emptiness and longing. Neither the forces nor the desire to move somewhere there. Energy to do anything either. Still very dreary and "sebjaobvinetel'no". After all, something must be done! But that, and most importantly the "how"? If you don't want to do anything else.

Inside a deep feeling of angst, hypocrisy, falsehood, and hand on heart, is irrelevance just what you do.

And it is true-why? What is the meaning?

Where it goes?

Indeed it was! And the joy was and desire and drive, and Kaif at times. And desire was and my eyes were burning, and in the hands of sporilos', and everything worked!

What happened?

Why "there and then" it wanted, and could "here and now"-no?

There was a sense.

Was the goal.

For example, to fulfill the dream-go abroad, get married, start a family.

Buy a home, to procreate, to take place in the profession.

Complete training, get a degree, create your own website and start practice.

Find a good job, start normally earn.

Go into freelancing, get long-awaited freedom and work on yourself. "

Or get away with this work, start a new life, do what I want.

The goal is achieved, I'm here. Beyond that?

It would seem that live and rejoice, you're already there, where did he go so long.

live and rejoice

But…

Firstly-the world in fantasies and dreams looked slightly different, obvorozhitel'nej and more attractive than turned out to be real life. It was perfect-no scattered socks, snotty children and husband with a bad mood. The gap of expectations with reality calls dreary disappointment.

And is it worth anything do anything seek, if so?

Secondly, there is the anxiety appears. Here, at this stage of my life I was not. What should I do? And suddenly fail?

May not want to do anything to not make mistakes?

Was the world that these goals dictated and life organized.

Was the Organization of the firm, production plans, departments, reports. It was crisp and everything on the shelves. Worry about what I want, "" and do I need it, "" and if you want something like "is not required. Everything was "essentially" painted and "upstairs" agreed.

There was a man with whom the meaning of life. along with which dreamed, planned, done, Walton was forced to. which has been woven tightly into the canvas seemed to "all" of my life.

And now he is gone.

He left betrayed me and lives somewhere in their lives.

Or he died. And it will no longer ever. And from this covers inexpressible anguish and despair. And yet meaningful only to allow yourself to cry, do what you want to do, even if it seems pointless. And when the tears come back crying again until they start bringing relief and crying will no longer bear the pain. By the time the tears will give solace and relief when slowly — slowly, quietly coming p

And there will be new meanings and forces on the big long life.

The event occurred, which divided the life on the "before" and "after".

This event changed me. The truth is that I'll never be the same. My world has changed. Something is gone forever. And in this new world I may be new plans and I can live with.
If the meaning of something else.

That makes your life meaningless? Where is your energy? What desires?

Can what you do now, and what do you for a long time now oprotivelo, but decide to change too expensive, troublesome and "sideways" will come out to your loved ones?

Yes, any change has a price. Free elections do not exist. Without changing anything, you pay. Opustoshjonnost'ju, depression, boredom, suppressed anger, hatred of others and contempt for himself.

Changes destroy the established balance in the family system. Family "trjasjot" hidden conflicts are becoming apparent, comes to the surface what used to be suppressed.

If you decide to go for a, for the satisfaction of their needs in development, proximity, in recognition, you will have a lot to say, inform, explain, pull out on the surface of their desires and dreams, to ask, to convince, to explain again to meet with rejection, misunderstanding, and when something unexpected-with the support and recognition of your right to be what you want and need. Have to sacrifice something. But it will be your choice
If you have no strength now, it means that they go somewhere.

They can go to keep under control your frustration and discontent, retain strong feelings may be outrage and anger. Or restrain the tears, your sense of frustration and powerlessness. They can all go into trouble, blocked by fear of the future, who does not live in the present.

These barriers, as dams in the river-we are unconsciously set them, squeezing the flow of its energy.

When you create a "dam", a swamp, begin a croak of a frog, all covered with rjaskoj, comes the boredom and laziness. "What will that will not ...".

Starting search yourself own desires you Brawl the first stone dam.

Until you sderzhivaete yourself, stay in retroflexion, world around you behaves. No calls, no customers, no meetings, no proposals, nothing happens. As soon as you allow yourself to pierce the dam, put their strength to life, start doing what you want, the world responds. People come to power. Both ships to light beacon.